The weekend is long gone. For me last weekend was pretty awful. By Saturday evening I only had my 3 younger sons left at home. They were all in bed by 9.30pm & I was left on my own. I had options but none that wouldn’t have left me feeling like a saddo.
I don’t message on skype or fb. I don’t facetime & I hate texting. I avoid communication unless its voice to voice. I could have phoned a friend but they either work or have lives. I did think about phoning my Mother but I had done that earlier. I could have easily picked up my kindle & read a book. I think I just wanted to suffer at the realisation I’m alone lol. I think its sobering to realise nobody loves you except those who need to.
I resisted the temptation to open a bottle of wine. Life always seems more tragic when pissed. Think I gave up & went to bed at 10pm. I was back up by 11pm & didn’t get to sleep until 6am. I’m not going to bother typing why. Strong winds, drunks, wind chimes & a nervous year old dog don’t mix. Thankfully Sunday passed in a sleepy blur.
Today was the usual mix of Monday drama & a visit to the Dentist. Yeh its the time for the dental check-ups & we have another one to look forward to tomorrow. 6 kids sharing one dentist & I’m sure at least 3 of them will need treatment. I hate teeth lol.
I had a very productive day. I managed to do what 2 men failed to do. I unblocked not 1 but 2 sinks. I had to remove the u bend on my toilet one & that didn’t help the problem. Pouring half a bottle of industrial bleach unblocked it & I don’t care how.. Spurred on by that I decided to tackle my bathroom sink which had started to drain slowly. A curtain wire helped dislodge the toilet tissue someone had put down it. My 13yr old son is responsible for that. He can deny it all he likes cos I know. I have had words so I’m hoping it won’t happen again.
Tonight after making my school lunches for tomorrow I decided to tidy out my facebook. I haven’t been on in a while so have lost a few friends. I can’t believe I’m down to 382 friends. Last time I looked I had 402. Anyway I unblocked some folk & feel better for doing that. Life is to short & if people don’t like me they can avoid my page. If people are nosey they can look in mine rather than my kids. I only found that little fact out by chance. Anyway, Nighty-night