I havent drunk for years.  The 8 bottles of beer I drank yesterday did one thing.  It made everybody a bit more hhmm nicer??  Jack’s screaming didnt other me.  H and his annoying negativety wasn’t bothering me either.  I sat down the bottom of my garden, cigs in hand, bottle in the other with the previous entry in my head and a smile of ah Fk it.
I always try to remind myself, life isn’t meant to be difficult or hard.  Its not a test.  I know mistakes are human.  Biggest mistake I have made is letting people rip the piss so with a lalal I’m off to start my day.  Goal this morning is to find my sitting room floor, its in here somewhere; I just cant see it!!!
We have rain today, good weather never lasts..
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