OMG. The first day of no nicotine and its easy/hard. Its all in the perspective I guess. I have had no mood tantrums but its still early days for me. I am full of determination that I will never smoke another cigarette. I also have no doubt that I will have days when I will long for a ciggie. Today I’m just feeling a little smug and pity for those who are still smoking. I can’t smoke ever again and I am continually saying in my head I’ve given up nothing, I dont want a cigarette. Its just my nicotine monster thats trying to trick my into having a puff. I wont. I just need to learn to enjoy the voice in my head. I will survive and like it or not. I have stopped smoking. Life goes on and its all good.
Nothing in life seems more important today than not smoking. I have to remember I am doing this because I want to and no little voice in my head is going to change my mind.