Voice Ive come to hate..

Is that of my GP.  Actually hes not mine, just the first 1 I spoke to a month ago when my gallbladder went to hyper mode. He phoned again and my liver function is giving him concern.  Long story short my op is scheduled for next week.  Im holding off going to hosp until I really need to.  Tiredness has kicked in and my skin has a yellow tone I’m trying hard not to notice.
Its hogmany today.  The lets get pissed night of the year and I cant drink, not that I want to.
A new year, full of potential and blah, blah.  All I need to do is stay alive to enjoy it.  Hate op’s but hate pain more..
Happy New Year