My Big sis is 50 today. We’ve spent every one of her birthdays together since her divorce. We now share her birthday with my Mother. Anyway I think she had a good day if a little strained. Whenever we had family get togethers my Dad and I carried the conversation between us. Today its wasn’t so easy for me. Whenever we’re together I really miss my dad. Anyway I escaped to the beer garden for a fag. That didnt make me feel great either. Happy families and couples. I’m not part of either of those groups really. I did have a feel sorry for myself moment but it was a special birthday so I did get a grip quickly and enjoyed my non drink day.
Kids and puppy managed brilliantly without me today. They even manged to hang my washing out so take-away for dinner & I didnt have to cook. Back to reality tomorrow.