Here’s to you

**Originally posted exactly a year ago.  If I’d known who it was I wouldn’t have typed this entry.  Here’s to you?   Seriously, that doesn’t apply to you.  I try hard to wish you well but honestly,  I hope to God you have the life you deserve,.

I was reminded tonight of a saying my Dad used to say. He said never give up on something or someone you can’t go a day without thinking about. I try to live by those words. Things don’t really matter to me. People do. I’m very lucky in that I have most people I think about around me. I think its sods law that someone creeps into my thoughts almost everyday that I never see. I hope they’re well. I hope they’re happy & I hope they have everything they ever wanted. I don’t need to see them to never give up wanting the very best for them.

I should thank the person who visits my blog most nights. Its there fault my old Dads saying popped into my head. If I’ve posted, they’re here. Rarely do they miss. Bless they go through every new entry & I hope they listen to my music lol. I know they visit between 9pm & 10pm. I check my stats at 10pm just to check they’ve looked. Whether I’ve posted or not they visit & so do I. I’m blown away by the commitment they show. I’m stopped thinking its weird. I feel strangely reassured that they care.  I think I shall call them my plus 1. Whoever you are, its nice knowing your around.


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Goodbye girl

 I remember this track from 1984.  I was on a coach on my way to London & I had this tune in my ears.  Crossing bridges never burned has to be one of the best lines & I still love this song.  Personally, i burn the fucking bridge so no one can cross it.

F*ck it..

 I’m pretty sure this was a 1984 track.  This was a coulda, shoulda, woulda track.  I always dithered about walking away from people.  When I did, I never looked back.  I would hate for anyone from my past to see me now. Keep walking people..

Kodak Moments

 I have Sciatica currently.    I had it during all 8 of my pregnancies.  I’d forgotten just how sore it is.  Sitting is a nightmare as is standing still, walking; any movement really lol. Trying to sleep has become a bit of a waking nightmare.  I’ve left bed behind & I’m trying to sleep on a sofa.  i sometimes just give up trying & put my ipod on.  I listened to this during last night.  Its a song that suits 3am.  Sitting up in complete darkness with Darius Rucker in my ears almost makes me smile, almost.