Miscarriage, stillbirths, infant deaths happen. Some people still consider the loss of a pregnancy or child a taboo subject. We who have lost should never, ever feel ashamed or embarrassed to talk about our angels. I suffered miscarriages & a full-term stillbirth. Imagine pushing a child out into this world after 8hrs in labour knowing she was already dead. I am the Mum who did that. I had miscarriages with very young kids & had to still function. Just because I don’t talk about them doesn’t mean they went away. They didn’t & I remember each & every one of them, every single day. The grief you feel never goes away. I never pretend they didn’t exist. In October I pray for every angel not just my own.