I’m never silent


Miscarriage, stillbirths, infant deaths happen.  Some people still consider the loss of a pregnancy or child a taboo subject.  We who have lost should never, ever feel ashamed or embarrassed to talk about our angels.  I suffered miscarriages & a  full-term stillbirth. Imagine pushing a child out into this world after 8hrs in labour knowing she was already dead.  I am the Mum who did that.  I had miscarriages with very young kids & had to still function.   Just because I don’t talk about them doesn’t mean they went away.  They didn’t & I remember each & every one of them, every single day.  The grief you feel never goes away.  I never pretend they didn’t exist.  In October I pray for every angel not just my own.