Whilst your still here I should mention I just blocked you on Facebook. You would have guessed I’d do that right. It would be cheating if I’d locked you out of here & left another door open. I do hope your still here anyway otherwise typing this would be silly. I hope we survive without each other..
I always feel so fortunate when I come home from Kates. My world is chaotic in a weird calm way. I can’t explain what I mean. In my home their is usually raised voices. Their maybe fights but my home is tidy & free from clutter. I cannot abide clutter or crap perhaps because no fucker would tidy it up. Kate’s world is a mess. She is the untidiest person. I’m scared to open her bedroom door because I don’t know what lurks behind it. I’m reminding myself that life is way to short to worry about the state of a house. We’re all going to be dead one day.
I’ve not done my reflective post this year & I’m not going to. I can feel emotion welling up & that’s not good. My year passed without any personal drama. Some of my kids haven’t been so lucky but we’ll get through. Tonight we’re partying large in my house. I wish everyone of you a great start to 2017. The whole book of 2017 is about to begin. The 365 days have blank pages. I for one am going to make them count.