It was my birthday a few days ago. My Mother had thrown me money a few days before. I had told her it wasn’t necessary but she shrugged saying I didn’t get you a present lol. Got to love an honest Mother. That tbh was the best I got. I know it’s not about gifts. It should be about celebrating someone’s life. The enthusiasm for me was non existant & I was disappointed. My birthday cake remains in my fridge, untouched. That sums up my birthday experience. I put so much thought into everyone’s birthday. Maybe it was to much to expect anyone to get enthusiastic. I’m just going to calm the fuck down & get over birthdays. I got over my own quick enough. I’m going to give out what I get back. That’s going to shock some people but that’s life.