I’ve been in a happy mood all day today. I know, it freaked me out a bit. I relaxed into it by 11am & just went with the flow. I had a weird dream last night. I get dreams where I see people I don’t expect to see. It shocked the hell out of me. Once I’d realised it was just a dream I was actually quite glad to see the person. They looked well & they smiled a smile I’d forgotten. I wakened up & the happy feeling lingered. Work was brilliant. I was back in our old shop & we were busy. Customers came in asking where had I been. A new shop doesn’t organise or price stock itself I replied. I thought everyone knew about it but apparently the huge new sign over the new shop isn’t a big enough clue. I so enjoyed being back at my counter with my own stuff around me. I know tomorrow I’ll be back in the new shop but just for today I was home.
So work & school is over. Youngest managed to make it through today without me getting a phone call. I’m pretty sure we’ll have another ‘moment’ but today at least is over. I’m so over both him & school. I’m about to make dinner & then it’s a home straight till bedtime. I am so not having enough sleep & I don’t know why. Should I be remembering something & now I’ve asked that question I’m going to bug myself until I do remember. Or perhaps I could just say fuck it & forget whatever I can’t remember haha. It’s so much fun wrestling with my thought :).