This year seems to be travelling at lightening speed. Lent is fast approaching. I need to mix lent up a bit. I’m bored with doing same old, same old. I need to do something that challenges me. I need to break a habit, you know where I’m going don’t you lol. I find walking away from Facebook super easy now. I just sign out on my phone & I don’t give it a second thought. Of course I have an idea & I’m pretty sure I’ll do it. I wont find it easy but lent isn’t about easy.
Tomorrow isn’t going to be a comfortable day. I had a dreaded phone call from school today. School may be on a break but they still contact me. A meeting has been arranged for before school tomorrow. Is it bad that I hope youngest gets suspended? It stops the sick to the pit of my stomach feeling. It takes the pressure off me & stops school moaning about youngest. I can’t justify his behaviour & I don’t even try. He’s a difficult child I get it. He has a diagnosis, work with it or don’t. I can feel my bad mood settling in & that’s never good. I must play nice. If I keep repeating that until tomorrow morning I may just keep my cool. Goodnight