I’ve been trying to do something everyday that I dread. I knew when I started trying I’d hate it. I knew I’d find it tough & I did. I decided to just keep doing it. Every day I just got my head down & kept trying. I told myself every single day I hadn’t done it that it would happen. Just because I hadn’t done it yet didn’t mean I’d never do it. I don’t have to keep telling myself one day I will do it. I did it today. It was a silly thing most people would just do. People take so many things for granted. I’m not most people. I seen it as a stomach churning dread. I have no one who would say to me well done & I’m proud. I’m saying it to myself because I am so very proud of me. I could so easily have given up & said no, I’m not going to try. I didn’t. I kept at it. Every working day I tried & I’ll keep doing it. Today was a good day & when I hit a bad day I’ll look back & remember how I feel today.