I did a fkn dumb thing with Nicky tonight. He asked a question
& I said no. He caught me off guard, I swear I held my breath. How could I be so dumb. I stayed silent & scanned his area ffor weapons. I love my current coffee cup. It’s big & red. I wrap my old hands around it like its a blanket. My cup is sitting in front of him. I reach over & move it towards me. He does nothing. He sits quietly watching tv. I thought maybe he was lulling me into a false sense of security. I stay focused on what he’s doing & he did nothing. I used to no word & he accepted it?? You know I’m not going to sleep tonight haha. I can kiss weird dreams goodbye for tonight.
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