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Just in case

Just in case you land here this is for you Mr F.

Your jangling my nerves.  Why did you hit on Teeny fae troon & nothing else?  That made no sense.  I’m not going to waste my time trying to figure out what your doing but of course I am lol.  I do hope your okay not that I would know if your not..

Never an option

 I learned that who doesn’t look for you, doesn’t miss you and who doesn’t miss you doesn’t care for you… that destiny determines who enters your life but you decide who stays… that the truth hurts only once and a lie every time you remember it. There are three things in life that leave and never return: words, time and opportunities… therefore, value whoever values you and don’t treat as a priority whoever treats you as an option.


Finding courage

I did something today that I’m proud of.  I was apprehensive but I had to do it.  I was dreading it but I did it anyway.  It was neither perfect or brilliant but I did it.  Fear is always just a reaction but finding courage is a decision.  I feel so grown up :0).

Forgetting the worry

Sometimes (okay, lost of time) I worry about myself.  I am a secret hypochondriac.  Even when I know I’m being totally absurd I can’t help it.  I’ve been worrying about something for a couple of weeks.  I can’t shake the feeling.  I decided to phone for a Dr’s appointment only to be told none are available (big sigh).  I need to get over myself & stop being silly.  So now told myself, I’ve even typed it so I had better do it.  Note to self Jacq, worrying won’t change it.  Rational head on means moving on & dumping that thought quick..

Wide awake

It might be 6am but I should have been awake at 4am.  Alarm call outs are not fun.  They’re especially not fun when I wake two hours late to a voicemail telling me theirs a fire in Superdrug.  I’m pretty sure I don’t work in that particular shop.  Phoning key holders for every other shop in the centre because some antiquated fire sensor panel goes nuts seems a bit mad,.  So now I’m up, dressed & nowhere to go.